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6months spent... yet feels... Initial days at NIT!!

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1-Jan-2014 HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This day was marked with my abrupt coming to NIT. My dear friend Tanweer escorted me till the railway station. Then we had to part. I can't explain how I felt at that time and how much I wanted that if Tanweer could also come along with me. But NO. Finally the train rattled onto it's path and I sat alone. 2-Jan-2014 I woke up this morning at my bed at NIT once again when my "so called" roomies banged the door to come in. ... Oh! I forgot to mention that I spent the fortnight alone and merrily when no one was with me and I was alone. They came and finally I got up from bed. And now the life in semester2 commences. The battle days have started, and I am all prepared for it. Again I seek the same thing from God... i.e. courage, will power and determination. I pray to you god... just that thing which I know that you surely know! 4-jan-14 A boy came to our room and started discussing with my roomie , Mohit, a

The Birthday

So... it's my 24th birthday. Conventionally it's supposed to be a very thrilling experience. But I do not quite get the feel of it. Instead when my relatives and friends and all call me it makes me go into the deeper side of the world's face and I get to see my previous birth where I celebrated this day with PAPA!! He was the personna. He lived this day as if it was his day and his celebration not mine. I don't really care or really seek attention from hemant cha or chotu cha. But only when I get wished by other relatives I do get a feel about my family's existence and that my 2 uncles used to be one of their kind-- the best !!       But now... some terrible happenings owe them to act in a very different and hostile way. I simply cannot believe that they did NOT even bother to call me on my birthday. Especially hemant cha... I remember my 7th or 8th birthday when he was the one to become so much excited and happy about my birthday. He only helped mom and dad