Life in This World

So... 2nd semester has ended and now I'm on a long vacation at Patna. I have been staying at home all time and did the study part all alone here itself. But it feels a bit boring and less appealing here. When I compare my days back at college I can easily compare and feel that how much and with what intensity I used to study there. Thanks to the environment over there. Anyways, I came across this song at here and I really seem to have liked it. I am very much en thrilled about it's lyrics which goes as follows:- Chadhti lahre laangh na paayein Q haapti si naav h teri Tinka tinka jod k saanse Q haapti si naav h teri Ulti behti dhaar h bairi 2 k ab kuch kar ja re panthi jigar tuta k baat bandh le h baat thehri jaan pe teri shaan pe teri Haiya ho ki taan saath le h baat thehri jaan pe teri shaan pe teri chal jeet jeet lehra ja percham tu laal phehra ja ab kar ja tu ya mar ja kar le taiyaari ud ja ban k dhoop ka panchi chura k gehri chao andheri 2 Tinka...

So this time when I got back from home back to NIT .... something terrible happened! Actually I was sick for a few days and mom was greatly anxious about this fact and she didn't even want me to come back(and neither did I want to). But it is life and we all are bound to obey it's rules.      So the day came when I was leaving from home for the railway station. And mom ultimately embraced me and she was so sad that she almost wept. And that scene has just drilled inside my gray matter. I can't help it. I am so sad about it and really want to do something really great and big to gain ssome prestige in moms eyes. It is very very very much necessary.      Sometimes I also feel lonely and sad here and really miss my old family...not just papa. sometimes I feel that "kaaash aiisa hota ki " Chotu cha hemant cha and all and papa came all of  a sudden to my hostel ... find me sstudying and I would see them. How happy and merry tha moment that be.