Life in This World

http://straittome.blogspot.in/%3E " The only thing that I see that is distinctly different about me is I'm not afraid to die on a treadmill. I will not be out-worked, period. You might have more talent than me, you might be smarter than me, you might be sexier than me, you might be all of those things you got it on me in nine categories. But if we get on the treadmill together, there's two things: You're getting off first, or I'm going to die. It's really that simple, right? " It all started with me admiring my elder cousin's coding skills and the adrenaline rush that used to pump him up all of a sudden for no reason that I could make. Already interested and fascinated, more percentage of fascinated part, I took my first step in the competitive programming world. I wrote my first code on a competitive-programming site on 5th-June'2013. I knew I was not talented, I needed to develop my skills. Starting off was not the hard part, the t...

25-nov-2014 Hemcha... You still lie in my memories... and(even if you've forgotten me) I miss u a Lot :( . I don't know what's happening... Today it was the OS practicals... The practicals went quite fine just the way like networking(on 22nd nov.. it went fine too.)Its all god's "kripa" ... I am so glad for these 2. Plus the paper for CT & internal was also shown in OS... and I did gud in both, I got a 15.5 in OS mid-sem(CT) & 42 marks out of 50... where my peers neel & kundan managed to fetch 41 and 38 respectively. I am not competing with them but I' just glad that god chose me to nourish and he is keeping his blessings onto me. And he is so much supernatural that I need not allure him... or do chaplusi to him...(like the world expects). So I really am thankful to god... by which i mean it all keeps me motivated. Thank you god. After the OS practical exams... I was feeling a bit sleepy ... The next thing and the IMPORTANT thin...

3-dec-2013 1:30 am It's one more day spent here at NIT. Life is miserable without any selfness; friends are making fun of me right now onto my weak posture and the yellowish look that I have got of anaemia. It seems to be true that the problem of one is the fun for others. They just wanna throw silly and vulgar pranks at me and won't want me to study extra. The moment they feel that I'm doing something extra.. they grow anxious and I feel embarassed. But I can't do anything. Its life and I have to face it. Today it was the FOL exam and I won't say that the paper went very good as sir set the toughest of papers of all times. And it has become difficult for the majority of us to even pass! I don't know why god plays so harsh with me sometimes. I also told mom about my bad paper and incidentally all the family including Nana Ji and Gmama happened to be around and they got this message -- "exam acha nahi gaya" . All I wanted to do at that time is just sha...

Just a small vibe inside me that ought to be shared. Right now I saw an interview of Aamir and Bill Gates - together. (on India Questions on NDTV) And they were not talking about thei usual businesses. But on the contrary, both of them wee engaged about the social issues of India and the contemporary society, matters like how the democracy ought to be, etc. Then a couple of questions were thrown at Aamir about the current situation of Indian government and who is responsible for it's flaws. And to answer this, somewhat to my surprise, Aamir didn't pounce over the question at once to devour it or started blaming the constitution or the goernment but he took it part by part and very calmly, almost salvaging the government. According to him, there is not just the government responsible for all this fuss, mess and hassle that common people are facing. And I think he quite right. All of us think the same. And he added that all of us should be "more engaged" into t...

6-feb2015 Though I am still a student and yet in my 20's. But some day when I'd be a bit more older (suppose a decade later) then I would remember these moments which I want to share here in my diary. This is not just a diary. But a sequence of legendary events that I am... better say we(me+mom) are going through and has shown the path that "how a LIFE is REALLY LIVED". It is a severe chronicle that we are dwelling into. This is, as I would call, SUPERNATURAL. I basically I am quite disheartened to find mom in such a situation which mom has been coerced into by her destiny. Her marriage, then the days spent@KATRA.. then 19th January 2008... then Chotu cha+hemantcha+badi bua+DADI and then our lovely Umama. I begin to fall apart when I retrospect these pillars and I remember when they were like heroes to me or better say ... were friends to me... whose news of visit @our home at katra used to fill me with eternal joy & excitement. The moments that I h...